Ivy just told me BATH had already send an E-mail to confuse my application.What can i say any more to their word"unfortunately again and again.I won't to explain to any one any more.
No one really know how seriously it means.All of u think that i still have so many choice.All others consider its nothing,it will pass soon,its just unfortunately.No one here could really give me obviously help.Nobody can crab me up.Who really cares who?Please could u stop the nonstop chatting and chatting in the dormitory. I hate this kind of life.I hate it.
I don't want to talk to anyone.I keep silence all these days just like the air,couldn't say,couldn't hear,could't see.
When MX5's husband called me last noon,i was so surprised.I know she and he concered about me a lot.But i've never except that they've already connected their friends for me.I was totally moved then.What a friend could do is no more than this.He gave me a number of his friends,who had lived in UK for more than 5 years.After i called the guy later,i realised the situation was more urgent than i thought.
It was 2 late 2 apply the universities on the first level.If i still do not reduce my exception,probably i will not receive any offer,for the fact that most of the good university have admitted enough applicants.
How terrible it is.
I fully have the ability to pass the consider,but the real fact it is here,ask me to accept.I won't,I won't,Iwon't compromise this whole thing.I still try to contact with the schools,i have to go aboard in 2007 to UK.
Since the day before yesterday,i've not taken any meal.Hungry and continue hungry,but still do not wanna eat anything.When i went to bath this morning,i found that my weight had already dropped at 110.
It seems the hardest time i've ever had.What gonna do for the so-called unfortunately again?
Dong kick me out of the union he made before,then i receive the reminding from the message system.I ask him:"Did u kick me off?" "No,not me."he answer after seconds of silence.Why would u do it to me but u can't admit it.The message send by the system definately display ur QQ number.
OK.OK.Let's keep it in silence.Both of us.
We both do not wanna chat with each other,thought i know u'r depressed too this time.What's the hell of the brake up.
